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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

How i hate myself... (part1)

how i hate myself for changing my character for a boy.
how i hate myself that i am a completely different person before i met him.
how i hate myself for liking people easily.
how i hate myself for transforming into a Fat girl from a normal slim girl.
how i hate myself for becoming like this...
how i hate myself because people talk behind my back and thinks that i do not know.
how i hate myself,always being the target for bullying.
how i hate myself for listening to the cruel comments that boys made about my size.
Do you all think i wants to be like that?!!!
I finally realised that what i had said to fat people last time, was coming back to me...one by one...Now i know the feeling of hurt...